Moving on.....
I wish he knew I am thinking about him and that last night I couldn’t sleep. Only if he knew that even now I am unable to concentrate. I miss his phone calls. Does he still have my number? I wish a phone would ring and see that it’s him calling, I wouldn’t wait for the second ring to pick the phone up. “ How are you doing today? ” I expect he would ask. Would he whisper in my ears again “ I love you ” when he sees me? Does he miss my hugs; I remember the last hug as just yesterday. I try to focus and still memories disturb me and take me in wash room to scream and refresh. Trying to sleep but he gets in the way to wake me up. Trying to let him go but can’t get him off for a second. I never thought I would fall for someone like you. Ooh how quickly and easily I failed myself. I do not know how you did it but what I know is that I was much fooled and here a fool wanting to bring back the time. I wish I had never met you, I wish I never spent time with yo...